I know a place

I took a vacation. I even took a plane to get there.

Was it great?

Is it great to be back?

You must answer yes to both questions or it wasn’t worth it.

I’m depressed as all fuck to be back.  The vacation itself was ok, but I got out of my routine. I ate, I drank, I hiked, but I didn’t read or write or bike.

I was depressed enough before I left. Now I’m more depressed.

I hate vacations. I wouldn’t mind going someplace by myself though, especially if I can just stay as long as I want and do what I want. Because I hate my life too. I hate working. I hate spending money that I would prefer not to earn in the first place.When do I get to go home to something like I used to be or think or dream of?

2 thoughts on “I know a place

  1. Conundrum I believe it is called and for good reasons. Mind you the sting of mosquitoes 🦟 usually is a great reminder that you have to be home by six seven at your latest. Yeah yeah depression sucks but you gotta lots of luck; stop the whining and get back! To laughing and joking with friends and family. It’s okay to feel like dirt but now Joe, come on let’s get back to work.

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